running away from the circus
More than twenty years ago I started volunteering with a local youth circus program in my home town of Chicago. Although I could hardly juggle, I could help as a homework tutor on the program. It was a bonus that as a volunteer I had access to weekly acrobatics classes with an amazing coach. I was just 20 years old at the time and within a year I would have drop out of university (much to my parents’ chagrin) and be dedicating all my time to training and teaching circus- a choice that would shape a huge part of the next two decades of my life.
Although the cliché of running away with the circus is often used metaphorically I literally did just that, although the face of circus has drastically change since I started. Theatres, street clothes and dreamlike movement can probably replace canvas, sawdust and horses in my story as a circus artist. I did get to see many places and work with amazing people along the way, and teaching was always a big part of my journey. Some highlights include working with Cirque Eloize (Montreal), Ockham’s Razor (London), Chamaleon Theatre (Berlin) and the Midnight Circus (Chicago).
I relocated to London in 2011 and have lived here since. The pandemic promoted me to stop performing as much, but I am still involved in the performing arts, working as a self-employed circus teacher and rigger mainly based out of the National Centre for Circus Arts in Shoreditch.
My fascination with coding has sprung out of desire for a better understanding with the technologies that shape our life. It was during the first national lock down, armed with an abundance of free time, a feeling of wanting to find my next ’thing’, and amazing free online learning resources, that I made my first real attempt at learning web development. I was immediately drawn to the presentation of ideas provided by front end web development and the creative potential of all the new tools I was learning. As normality encroached back into the world I put aside my learning and got on with life again. It was late 2022 that after a conversation with a friend who works in software development I realized I wasn’t done with coding.
After more conversations with people who had retrained as developers I started to believe that this might be an industry I could retrain to work in. One of the things I find most appealing about the tech industry is the narrative it tells about how anyone, with some graft and learning, can join it’s ranks. It’s a very inclusive idea, and although I know it to have it’s short falls, it still allows for the possibilities of dreaming. Organisations like Founders and Coders, a non-profit with inclusivity at the heart of it’s educational model, only makes me more excited about the potential of working in a career that is both creative and inclusive.